November 23rd

Although Stan says he feels better (and his mouth looks much better and his stomach feels good) he is more incoherent again. It is tough to be thankful--I am thankful that Stan feels better and really does not seem to mind being in the hospital and naps frequently,but I miss him--my life and my marriage will never be the same--it is difficult to realize this and move on, but somehow I will have to adapt.